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MaTT

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Well i'm 19 average looking I suppose, not too big headed, down to earth, realistic somewhat amusing unless people just say lolbecause they're stupid. Life isnt so complicated but im complicated so i gave up trying to figure me out.

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11月6日

Another long awaited entry

Since it has been a while since finger touched key; the time has come when another entry has to be made to this lovely website that I can almost call my own if it weren't for Microsoft corporation who have singlehandedly (after stealing dos from apple) made the world a nice power hungry place where we all live on computers and have single sentanced conversations over msn messenger.
7月22日

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5月26日

Some points of view...

I hate the Government and all it stands for. I like to get out lots and have nice long walks for no apparent reason other than the fact that I am going for a walk. I don’t like how society is, it’s like we all have the freedom to do as other people tell us for example, politicians, we put them there and they should really be serving us rather than using this power to take away our rights, start wars and all that kind of stuff. I do like war but I don’t think I will ever get to pick up a weapon and get to kill another person for anything else apart my own reason(s). Lets be honest we all hate and love people in equal measures however, I just refuse to kill another person to suit the sadistic mind of an asshole politician. I don’t like the police or laws either because all they do is make people live in fear and its really about time that people take over the world again instead of a bunch off hand shaking apron wearing degenerates. Basically I think the word freedom has many meanings and it is being exploited left, right and centre by those who are in charge of the nation if you will. You may be thinking “this is all very fine, well and accurate” but what I haven’t mentioned there since this is the world from how I see it is the fact that I do not like people who basically use and abuse others. Ok so we are all guilty of that from time to time, big deal, its valuable lessons we must learn in life in order to gain some wisdom and make us better and more powerful human beings. What’s the problem then? Well even the laws of nature would dictate, if somebody or something pisses you off then kill it, simple as that but with the laws and the so called structure of society in place, we cannot do that and that is why the nation is becoming more degenerative. People in general do not like the government unless they either work for it in what’s known as the pyramid of control where say; a person goes to work in a Government building or facility, does his or her job without thinking about it and then goes back home thinking that they are doing the right thing. That very individual (sheep) is only thinking about doing the task set out to him or her by the superiors without thinking about the bigger picture and other peoples lives in which they are putting more of a burden on. Is it ok for police officer to arrest a person for doing as they will? The answer there quite simply is no because all the police officer does is quite simply follow orders from a superior in his mind who is also responsible for paying his wages and also lives his life according to his job which is upholding the so called law although any switched on individual knows that the police are the biggest criminals of them all! Suppose the person he arrests is a thief and his crime is stealing from a shop to feed himself because the government does not give him enough money to buy food. What makes it ok for that person to be put under arrest and what makes it ok for the government to give with one hand and take with the other if the giving hand is always going to make a person more susceptible to the taking away of his freedom? Then we must also think that the people who are witnesses to that are also just as guilty as the man who arrests the other man because they refuse to save the “criminals” freedom and fight back against the oppressors. The police like to go about being seen too be doing “the right thing” and when they make a mistake it is simply classed as “human error” then everything is all forgotten about again and society keeps on letting them away with these crimes against nature and humanity in general because after all those years, people have become afraid of a power that was originally put there to serve them in the name of democracy. Democracy is also a philosophy which has been proven time and time again, it does not work. Citizens of the United Kingdom have no such thing as democracy; in fact it is more along the lines off hypocrisy in a very sick way.

Hypocrisy is definitely the biggest threat to mankind that there is. Some evidence of this would be the fact that many people voted against the so called war on terror in Iraq and yet the British Priminister still followed the orders from his superiors, sent British troops into Iraq to get killed against the wishes of the majority of British citizens who put him in power in the first place. In schools, children are victimised unless they follow the orders from those in charge there as well i.e. teachers and any child with a mind of its own gets made out to be having problems. Schools, the police and social services are the states frontline in the brainwashing of the nation and what are being used to deprive people who are true to themselves and what they believe in of their freedom. There is a saying “even the strongest swimmer never swims against the current” quite simply, that’s bullshit and is a saying often used by the Governments flock to try and convince those who see the truth not to pursue it and bring down the Government and all its hypocrisy. It is a very true and interesting philosophy to anyone who would like to swim in a river in the first place but not even the Governments of the world have the same power as water so yes we can and will go against it if we choose to do so. The question is… do we want to have hypocrites dictate laws too us or do we want to hit them a kick in the nuts and rejoice in our own salvation? For me, the worst thing about the Government is the fact that they are always looking for ways to spy on civilians, can it be because of this so called terrorism or is it because as knowledge becomes more freely available and they cannot influence music or other sources that they are now feeling more and more afraid that someday, someone may light the match in the gas chamber of a country known as the United Kingdom and really set off a bomb when all the other people who live there wake up and have a full unblemished understanding about what is really going on? Of course we must also not forget that there are also worse things in the world such as some serious extremist religions such as all off them. It’s more than ok to start a war in the name of “God” the bible says so, the Quoran says so and so do all the other major religions in the world. Now here is another reason why the government is so hypocritical, they are supposed to be religious based and yet most of the members are in the freemasons. Freemasonry is really like a social cancer, it’s all the worst parts of Christianity, Islam and even Satanism all rolled into one. I am not saying for one minute that there is anything wrong with people covering up for each other providing it is against that in charge. However freemasons are in charge and they cover for each other on a professional basis and if mistakes have been made then you can bet that others will sure as hell be blamed. A standalone freemason and sometimes even three of them on their own without backup from the higher powers at be are pretty much powerless in all aspects for they themselves are just as sheep. Even a soldier cannot function in society without being ordered in some form or another, it all works in pretty much the same way, freemasonry is like a secret army of men but without the orders from above then the troops are useless. It is people like them who have been responsible for destroying themselves and as each civilisation has falling due to incompetence, another one has arisen to take its place more careful never to let history repeat itself but each and every civilisation or empire such as the roman empire have always had to come down somehow. Britain and America are both based on the same principals as those ancient empires, read a history book and look around for it is all there. The only thing that separates this time from theirs is the fact that we have computers, mobile phones, televisions and weapons. I am not saying those things have never been invented long before modern history records but that is something that can always remain to be a possibility. Of course looking at all this evidence of past civilisations and the existence of extra-terrestrial entities can often leave a person, confused about things such as the government and also themselves. Depression is what happens to be known as the curse of people who refuse to be part of the docile masses and cant that lead us to believe that it can be a problem caused due to the lack of freedom in society so then criminals become more “intellectual” along with the police and some other parts of what is known as social groups? What happens also when one person has the ability to understand what is happening both in society and with the Government in equal measures? What would happen if the middle classes in the United Kingdom were no longer middle class due to the strengthening of laws and so called “justice”? criminology is based on psychology where the police are trained to follow a set rule classing all criminals to be exactly alike minded although after each case and was supposedly solved, added to this mass propaganda into making the police feel superior and that they have the upper hand. It would be far more sensible to say that the police are criminals also for they use criminal psychology in order to catch those so called criminals. What is a criminal? A person who has been found guilty under law to have done something against the rules which have been based on criminology so it is like one sentencing the other when they are both exactly the same thing. I feel that is hypocrisy being brought upon the human race for those who strife to have a considerable amount of power over others. It is not so much the fact that those people “in charge” want this power, they realise that there are forces “other human beings” who do not agree with their policies in which have been put in place and therefore changes eventually have to be made in order to keep the nation (Great Britain) calm and preventative measures taking to stop people from speaking out against the regime and knowing the truth and fighting for what they themselves believe in. Take for example, in any hypocritical society; the working man always has to pay for things such as… The Government’s; ideals, mistakes, poor social planning, crimes against humanity, just all the usual stuff for the people in higher places who commit those crimes are what are known as being “above the law” and even if any sort of legal action is taking against them, they pay for their crimes with other peoples money.

5月11日

At The Drive In

intravenously polite it was the walkie-talkies
that had knocked the pins down
as their shoes gripped the dirt floor
in the silhouette of dying
dancing on corpses' ashes

yeah, they had plans for him
they has spun the last of the pimps
corduroy, satin nailed jewelry lips
while the guillotine just laughed again
dancing on the corpses' ashes

paramedics fell into the wound
like a rehired scab at a barehanded plant
an anesthetic penance beneath
the hail of contraband

they had been defected and excommunicated
and all the pulses were subverted
and they made sure the obituaries
showed pictures of smoke stacks

a vivid dissection that mocked
the strut of vivisection
semi-automatic colonies
and a silencing that still walks the streets

in the company of wolves
was a stretcher made of
cobblestone curfews
the federales performed
their custodial customs quite well

callous heels
numbed in travel
endless maps made
by their scalpels

on my way
nails broke and fell
into the
wishing well
 
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